2-29-08

breakfast
- none

lunch
- jamba juice mega mango

dinner
- expresso burrito

snack
- baby star noodles

Horoscope: See if you can trust fate, just for now. If you persist on your current path, you should find that things start to line up in the right way pretty soon -- and that you succeed in a pretty spectacular way!

2-28-08

breakfast
- 1 granola bar

lunch
- protein style burger - tomatoes - lettuce
- 1 small vanilla milk shake

dinner
- cesar salad - crutons - cheese
- raspberry peach ice tea
- lemon cake
- 2 bites chocolate cake

Horoscope: You need to make sure that you're focused and on track today, because otherwise nothing will get done. The good news is that if you push yourself, you should make remarkable progress on any task!

2-27-08

breakfast
- 1 granola bar

lunch
- 1/2 bowl fried rice - ham - peas - carrot
- broccoli beef

snack
- 1 100 grand bar

dinner
- steak
- jack cheese
- guacamole
- pico de gallo
- 1 small diet coke
- chips
- salsa

snack
- baby star noodles

Horoscope: Someone needs to hear from you about a situation that seems to have very little to do with you. Your outsider's perspective is just what is needed, though, so don't be shy about opening up!

2-26-08

breakfast
- none

lunch
- armenian bread - lettuce - tomato - ham - avocado wrap
- chocolate chocolate chip cookie
- fruit
- ice tea
- quiche

snack
- 2 wheat quesdaillas
- 2-4 cookie
- 3 servings almond cookies
- baby star noodles

dinner
- noodles
- soup

Horoscope: If your mate seems a bit skittish or needy, it could be that you're coming across as cold or uncaring -- though of course you aren't really feeling that way! Try to reach out, even if it feels artificial.

2-25-08

breakfast
- 1 granola bar

lunch
- 1 soft taco
- regular taco

snack
- 1 20oz diet coke

dinner
- 1 piece bbq pork
- 1 piece roast duck
- veggie
- fish
-1 bowl soup
- 2 bowls sweet tofu
- beef
- 2 piece fried tofu
- 1 piece stuffed eggplant
- rice

snack
- 3 serving almond cookies

Horoscope: You and your friends have a lot to do today, or at least things feel more intense than usual. It's a good time to make plans together and think about what you want to do in the future.

2-24-08

breakfast
- none

snack
- 2 serving butter waffle cookies
- 1 serving crackers

lunch
- 1 vietnamese sandwich
- 4 servings almond cookies
- 1 milk tea

dinner
- 2 bowls alphabet soup
- rice
- veggies
- 1 bbq rib
- 2 pieces beef

snack
- 3 servings almond crackers
- 1 white chocolate covered oreo

Horoscope: You may be the first to notice the big change that has come or is on the way, but you don't have to play Paul Revere if you don't want to. It's a good time to consolidate your position.

2-23-08

breakfast
- none

lunch
- 2 wheat quesadillas
- 1 granola bar
- 1 1/3 serving butter waffle crackers

dinner
- minestrone soup
- garden salad
- italian dressing
- tiramisu
- 1 andes mint
- peach ice tea

Horoscope: You are focused on something serious -- maybe your job, maybe a problem with your kid. You can make amazing progress, thanks to your single-mindedness and willingness to get things started.

2-22-08

breakfast
- 1 dinner roll
- 2 wheat quesadillas
- 1 milk tea

lunch
- baby star noodles
- 10 oz sprite

dinner
- calamari
- minestrone
- 2 mint andes
- baby star noodles

Horoscope: You're feeling inquisitive about some topic or person and today is the perfect time to get more information. Whether you're online or chatting with friends, you should get everything you need.

2-21-08

breakfast
- 1 granola bar
- 1 milk tea

lunch
- spicy chicken sandwich
- medium fries
- medium diet coke

snack
- 10 oz sprite

dinner
- fetichini w cream pesto
- 1 garlic bread

Horoscope: You can tell that things are going your way today and you ought to be able to make solid plans with whomever needs your attention. Whatever you set up today should go through perfectly.

2-20-08 Day 180

breakfast
- 1 granola bar

lunch
- carne de asada burrito - beans - steak - onion - cilantro
- chips
- guacamole

snack
- rocky road ice cream
- baby star noodles

dinner
- fried brown rice - ginger - egg
- veggie

snack
- baby star noodles

Horoscope: Be wary of new people, not because they mean you harm, but because they probably aren't exactly as they appear at first glance. You need to be sure that you're able to discern truth from lies.

2-19-08

breakfast
- 1 granola bar

lunch
- rice
- unagi
- salad
- miso soup

snack
- 1 wheat quesdaillas
- baby star noodles
- 2 granola bars

dinner
- 2 bowl corn chowder
- brown rice
- veggie

Horoscope: Watch out for trouble at work, especially if you're your own boss. You may need to deal with sharky competitors or clients who don't want to pay, but you can handle them all with your usual firm competence.

Monkey doing OK...for now...

I'm doing alright for now as I stated. Lots has happened since I turned another year older and not sure about being any wiser. Life is still a mystery to me. If anyone has a guide to life please forward it to me.

Baseball season is almost upon us and I'm hoping that I get to go for this year. It'll be my last year with out the Dodgers and definitely something I'll be savoring one last time. After this year, I don't know if I'll be heading over to Scottsdale for some rest and relaxation.

I know that it'll be a year without anyone that I know since, most of the players that I do know have left. OK, so the relief pitchers don't count as much, but the one player that does is gone. Mark Sweeney. I have been a fan of his since I met him in 2006. That was just the best moment. I don't know if I'll see him differently this year since he'll be in a different jersey, but I still like him as a person. Forget the jersey that he's wearing.

It's less than a month away until I get to see baseball players again. I'm sure they've missed me, but some I think are just scared of me. Either way I must not scare them too much, but rather make friends with them so I get good stuff during the regular season. If Mark was around he'd toss me a ball and I'd be happy girl.

Horoscope: Watch out for trouble at work, especially if you're your own boss. You may need to deal with sharky competitors or clients who don't want to pay, but you can handle them all with your usual firm competence.

I'm totally stressed out and I know it...

As I have been stressed out for the past few months since the baseball season ended, I realize that baseball is my stress relief. I don't handle stress real well and I learned that it can give me a panic attack if I'm not careful. Having a panic attack last week Thursday was the scariest moment in my life.

I had no idea what happened and I thought I was going to pass out in the bathroom and have to be taken away in an ambulance. I think it's time for me to move on from this job. I have made some wonderful friends and I hate to leave, but it's for the health and well being as well as my sanity for me to leave.

I know that this sounds a bit strange as I have passed my two year mark, but I know that some stress isn't good for me and it's also making me depressed as well. Just last week Friday someone passed by me while I was sitting down and said I looked sad.

I was as I felt that I had just been punched in the stomach and that this was all my doing. I know that there are certain parts of me that need improvement, but I wonder if there's any medical help (therapist) that can help me.

What I really need is some form of exercise to take out my stress. I know this is all part of life and it's suppose to help you with what you do, but I think that I just have a problem with asking for help. It's sad when you think about it because the person that is in the most is myself and the person that can help me is me.

I think that either going back to school or just exploring different fields is what I need to do. I might even go back to looking for a job in web. I know I don't have the skills like those that have been doing it for 10 years, but I'm willing to learn.

As my horoscope for today says something good or something bad might be happening. With the end of this you will find something that you'll be good at.

Horoscope: It's been a long road, but you can see the end of it -- maybe a bit sooner than you had expected. Of course, each ending is a new beginning, but you probably already know what's coming up.