12.31.2007

12-31-07

breakfast
- croissant

lunch
- chiabatta bread - turkey - lettuce - mayo - avocado - tomato
- milk

snack
- none

dinner
- ministone sop
- salad - ranch

Horoscope: Try not to stand back too far today -- you need to make the first move in any area of your life that's lagging. Work, family, romance or something narrower needs your initiative and energy to thrive.

12.30.2007

12-30-07

breakfast
- none

lunch
- 3 slices of tomato mozzarella
- dried mango

snack
- none

dinner
- 2 bowls soup
- 3 steamed chicken drumsticks
- veggies
- 1 almond cookie

snack
- dried mango
- 1 rice puff

Horoscope: Your mind is on the upcoming year and how you can improve your situation at work or in the community. A new opportunity is coming up -- maybe thanks to your recent efforts -- and you should seize it.

Love Song - Sara Bareilles

Head under water
And they tell me to breathe easy for a while
The breathing gets harder, even I know that
You made room for me but it's too soon to see
If I'm happy in your hands

I'm unusually hard to hold on to
Blank stares at blank pages
No easy way to say this
You mean well, but you make this hard on me
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you asked for it
'cause you need one, you see

I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you tell me it's
Make or breaking this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leaving I'm gonna need a better
Reason to write you a love song today

I learned the hard way
That they all say things you want to hear
And my heavy heart sinks deep down under you and
Your twisted words,
Your help just hurts
You are not what I thought you were
Hello to high and dry
Convinced me to please you
Made me think that I need this too
I'm trying to let you hear me as I am

I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you asked for it
'cause you need one, you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you tell me it's
Make or breaking this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leaving I'm gonna need a better
Reason to write you a love song today

Promise me that you'll leave the light on
To help me see with daylight, my guide, gone
'cause I believe there's a way you can love me
Because I say
I won't write you a love song
'cause you asked for it
'cause you need one, you see

I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you tell me it's make or breaking this
Is that why you wanted a love song
'cause you asked for it
'cause you need one, you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you tell me it's make or breaking this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If your heart is nowhere in it
I don't want it for a minute
Babe, I'll walk the seven seas when I believe that
There's a reason to
Write you a love song today

Weightloss update...

Here's the update on how I'm doing. I was doing really well. I have lost about 5 pounds at least since I started back in October. Lately it's been a little difficult since I'm tempted by snacks and it's the holidays. I'm trying to see if I can get a yoga mat and see if that'll help me start up yoga again and or do some sit ups and or other forms of stretching.

I'm hoping to get some free weights and use the stability ball that I have already and work out some. The best kind of exercise for me is walking. I think that I should do that either on a treadmill which I want to invest in. Maybe a gym membership might motivate me.

That's the update I've got so far, but I'm trying to keep the weight off. My Ideal weight would be another 5-10 pounds. I hope to be back to my weight when I was in high school. I'm kidding myself.

12.29.2007

Alvin and the Chipmunks...

I saw the movie and thought it was pretty good. They used some of the original songs that were recorded by the Chipmunks, but I just don't know how they got the voices to match without having everyone inhale helium. It had the funny moments and it brought back memories. I missed watching that cartoon and I loved the opening of the TV show.

It's a fun movie for those that love helium voices and miss the 80s with the chipmunks. If you're in no rush buy it on DVD.

12-29-07

breakfast
- none

lunch
- 2 serving flamin hot cheese puffs
- dried spied chile mango
- 2 blueberry waffles
- 1 cup milk tea

dinner
- garlic fries
- 3 slices of tomato mozzarella

Horoscope: Reach out to family or friends who are far from home -- your need for that kind of stability is stronger than ever and you should find it pretty simple to connect with folks long-distance.

Apologize - One Republic

I'm holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground
I'm hearin what you say but I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say that...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothing new
I loved you with a fire red-
Now it's turning blue, and you say...
"Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

Bridge (guitar/piano)

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
It's too late to apologize, yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah-
I'm holdin on your rope, got me ten feet off the ground...

Big Girls Don't Cry - Fergie

Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS:]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

[CHORUS]

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be my Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
'Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]

La Da Da Da Da Da

12.28.2007

12-28-07 Day 125

breakfast
- none

lunch
- cesar salad - dressing side - crutons - no chicken
- 1 tapioca pudding
- 2 slices turkey
- 2 slices tomato

snack
- 1 can coke

snack
- 2 serving flamin hot cheese puffs
- 3 serving soy chips (korean snack)
- spiced mango

dinner
- 1 pack ramen

Horoscope: Dig up a little dirt on that new client or potential plan -- you've got more time to decide than you realize and your ability to sift through facts is legendary. You should know what to do by the end of the day.

12.27.2007

12-27-07

breakfast
- none

lunch
- wheat bread - turkey - avocado - lettuce - tomato
- milk
- blue chips

snack
- dried mango
- 1 serving crackers?
- 2 sliced lemon sponge cake
- 1-2 serving flamin cheese puffs

dinner
- 1 pack ramen

Horoscope: Work could be really hard, especially if you're in business for yourself. As long as you're wary of competitors and clients, though, you ought to be able to stave off the very worst of it all.

12.26.2007

12-26-07

breakfast
- 1 chocolate chip cookie
- 1 cup milk

lunch
- house salad

snack
- 1 slice lemon sponge cake
- 1.5 serving flamin hot cheese puffs
- 1 serving crackers
- 1 dinner roll

dinner
- 2 bowls chicken noodle soup with rice
- veggies

snack
- 1 serving crackers?
- 1 slice lemon sponge cake?

Horoscope: Expect more requests for assistance than you can realistically process today. You win if you don't get grumpy -- though that might be tough! If you can find a way to put off some folks, things will be easier.

12.25.2007

12-25-07 Merry Christmas

breakfast
- none

lunch
- 2 blueberry waffles

dinner
- cream spinach
- garlic mashed potatoes
- 1 butternut squash ravioli
- roast beef
- 1 brownie bite

snack
- 1 slice lemon sponge cake
- 1 serving crackers

Horoscope: You may shift from hyperactive to slow-as-molasses in a heartbeat today, but you shouldn't take it as a sign of things to come. Today is all about extremes and you are just following suit.

12.24.2007

12-24-07

breakfast
- 1 cake donut
- 1 cup milk

lunch
- chabatta break - turkey - lettuce - tomato - avocado
- 1/2 cup diet coke

snack
- indian corn snack (korean)
- 3 cuties/clementines

dinner
- 1 bowl brown and whit erice
- veggies
- 2 bowls soup

snack
- 1 serving crackers

Horoscope: There's a lot going on today and you need to be sure not to take any of it too personally. People may be acting out all over the place and you may be the only one who can tell they don't mean it.

12.23.2007

Charlie WIlson's War...

This movie was pretty interesting. Tom Hanks was great and the fact that he had three girls by his side that were known as "Charlie's Angels". He did something that was great and how he pulled giving so much money to a war was interesting. He got people to back him and help him with favors.

I thought this was an interesting movie as I knew nothing about this and if I learned it in school I just forgot about it. Go see it. There is some nudity in the beginning of the movie after that it's still worth watching.

12-23-07 Day 120

breakfast
- none

lunch
- 6 mini pot stickers
- 2 dinner rolls
- 2.5 cuties/clementimes

snack
- 5 tea cookies
- 2 serving flamin hot cheese puffs

dinner
- 2 bowls soup
- veggie
- fish
- brown rice

snack
- 1 bag cracker jacks
- 1 serving crackers

Horoscope: Do you need to clean out the closet, garage or junk drawer? Now is the best time, as you are totally ruthless when it comes to discarding things. You may need to check in with your spouse or boss first, though!

12.22.2007

12-22-07

breakfast
- none

lunch
- mango
- 2 steam buns

snack
- 1 serving flamin hot lays

dinner
- 6 avocado rolls
- 2 radish rolls
- 6 pieces deep sea roll - calamari - masago

snack
- sour patch kids
- jolly ranchers gummy

Horoscope: Do you need to clean out the closet, garage or junk drawer? Now is the best time, as you are totally ruthless when it comes to discarding things. You may need to check in with your spouse or boss first, though!

12.21.2007

12-21-07

breakfast
- short break cookies

lunch
- 1 ramen
- 2 clementines

snack
- none

dinner
- rice
- giant clam
- duck
- fish
- snow pea
- sweet pea

snack
- 4 tea cookies

Horoscope: No matter what happens today, stay on course. The odds are good that things will go your way, but you need to be sure to keep pushing even if circumstances are against you at some point in the day.

12.20.2007

12-20-07

breakfast
- none

lunch
- 3 small chicken strips
- ranch dressing
- turkey - avocado - lettuce - tomato - wheat

snack
- 1 slice ice cream cake
- 1 cup sparking apple cider
- 1 cup green milk tea tapioca

dinner
- 2 bowl veggie soup
- rice
- 1 piece curry chicken
- potatoes

Horoscope: Your good energy is perfect for taking care of all the little things in life that are easy to neglect but make for tiresome emergency runs when you let them go too long. Family and coworkers are appreciative.

12.19.2007

12-19-07

breakfast
- none

lunch
- wheat - avocado - lettuce - tomato

snack
- 2 servings flamin hot fries
- 3 raspberry cookies
- 2 date cookies
- dried mango

dinner
- rice
- chinese sausage
- string beans

Horoscope: You don't have a big choice to make, though it may feel like it. While your family and friends are pulling in one direction and your career needs in another, things should actually resolve themselves pretty soon.

12.18.2007

12-18-07 Day 115

breakfast
- 1 small biscotti

lunch
- a's roll - avocado - eel - crab
- california roll

snack
- mango

dinner
- bowl corn chowder
- 1 piece a's roll
- ca roll
- diakon cake

Horoscope: You're a bit more fretful than usual and there's not much to be done about it except wait it out. Time will tell whether or not you are right nor not, but circumstances are temporarily out of your control.

12.17.2007

12-17-07

breakfast
- none

lunch
- 1 bowl tomato basil
- 1 box special k
- 1/3 slice red velvet cake

snack
- mango
- cinnamon roll

dinner
- small size pizza

Horoscope: Today brings an ending of some kind, but that is by no means necessarily a bad thing! While it may sting a bit at first, you know deep down that this is the only way to open new doors in your life.

12.16.2007

12-16-07

breakfast
- none

snack
- baby star noodles

snack
- baby star noodles
- mango

dinner
- egg plant
- rice
-meat

snack
- 1 serving crackers
- mango

Horoscope: Even if you feel as if you've made a huge gaffe of some kind, people still leave feeling impressed with your overall performance. It's the big picture that matters today, not the fine details.

12.15.2007

12-15-07

snack
- 2 serving wheat ritz
- baby star noodles

lunch
- rice noodles

snack
- baby star noodles
- 1 serving green tea cookies

dinner
- soup
- noodles
- deep fried potato
- 1 piece scallop
- peas
- 1 piece cake
- 1 sweet bun
- 2 pieces lobster
- seaweed
- 2 slices ham
- 1 piece bbq pork
- veggie
- 1 piece abalone
- honey walnuts

Horoscope: You can rely on your intuitions today -- they are much more potent than they have been for a while and that could mean that your gut gives you the edge in business, romance or anywhere else you need it.

The Monkey Personality...

The Monkey

No task is too great for the clever Monkeys. They master most anything. They have extremely charming manners that draw others. Monkeys solve difficult problems with ease.They are quick-witted,innovative, and they have total and intense belief in themselves. No one delights in their own accomplishments like the Monkeys. Enjoying themselves immensely, they try anything at least once! Monkeys are intellectual and their memory is phenomenal. They recall the smallest details of everything they have seen,read, and heard. They must depend on that memory since they have an otherwise untidy mind. Monkeys are wizards with money. They are original, shrewd, and when they need to, they can fool anyone.There are a hundred and one fantastic schemes they want to try, and you can bet they make some of them work. Even when they take you in, it is hard to be angry with them, or begrudge them anything. They don't care what opinions others have of them. They know they are lucky, and they also know they have the ability to change things when convenience calls. Monkeys are virtually unsinkable! When the odds are stacked against them, Monkeys know when to quit. Their timing is superb, and they will wait to try another time. If you try to trick Monkeys, they will probably catch you. They never make a move without a plan. They are great strategists. They can spot an opportunity in any form. They never miss a trick!

Monkeys are hard workers once they have a piece of the action. The bigger the piece, the better they do. Monkeys like to travel, and they want to do it first class.They need a certain amount of excitement in their lives.

Since Monkeys get what they want without too much trouble, they may not care about all their conquests. They lose interest quickly and must learn to finish what they start and take care of what they have. People always flock around Monkeys,but Monkeys don't trust very much. They know a select group of friends that they choose carefully. Money is a must for Monkeys, and they usually have it, or will be in the process of getting it.They know nothing is permanent. They improve and try to do better, and often amaze even themselves. Monkeys like facts and they hateto waste time. Always remember, Monkeys don't care if you approve of them or not, and if not careful, you will be eating right out of their hands! They are the ultimate diplomats and slip in and out of difficulties with ease.

Monkeys must be careful in romance, although clear-sighted, they are very critical and lose interest in anyone they can't consider their peer.They are vain and egotistical,but even that is to their advantage.

Monkeys are always out in front!

The Monkey Personality...

MONKEY
1932, 1944, 1956, 1968, 1980, 1992, 2004

Monkeys are fun and loving persons who are always cheerful and energetic. They are very clever. Give a monkey a boring book to read and he'll turn it into a Musical. Better yet, he'll invite everyone to see it free! That's how talented, creative and generous monkeys usually are.

If you go to a party, you'll find Monkeys at the center of attention. Their charm and humor is the key to their popularity. Sociable and diplomatic as they may appear, they can be deceptive sometimes - they hide their opinions of others beneath their friendliness. But they don't hide their emotion. You can probably tell how a monkey is feeling from miles away - he wants everyone to know how happy or depressed he is.

Monkey people are very good at problem-solving. Wherever you are, whoever you may be, if you've got a problem pick up the phone and dial-a-Monkey. Monkeys know how to listen closely and work out solutions at the same time. And because Monkeys' curiosity, they usually have a great thirst for knowledge. Still they have few scruples - they could be unreasonable sometimes, and they have the ability to persuade themselves and everyone around them to believe that they are doing the right things. Some say monkeys are self-centered, some say they are opportunistic, some say they are guileful, but monkeys couldn't care less - because they are also indifferent.

The monkey has a good chance of becoming famous or well-known. Whatever he does, his charm and luck will make him successful. As friends, Monkeys are both loyal and devoted, as lovers, they can be passionate and yet flighty - they can fall easily in love but will get tired of the relationship and look for another.

Most Monkeys have one fetish - FOOD. They are not pigs, they don't stuff themselves with food, instead, they just have this habit of eating snacks whenever they like, and wherever they like. And one last truth about monkey people is, they adore bananas. Go visit your monkey friend's kitchen, I bet you will find some bananas there.

The Monkey is lively, likable and witty. Highly sociable, the Monkey is talkative and, as a fascinating conversationalist, he attracts a wide circle of friends. People born under this influence have an innately low boredom threshold. Inquisitive in the extreme and forever believing that the grass is greener elsewhere, they need to find continual stimulation to keep themselves interested and amused. However, often Monkeys are too clever for their own good and can be mettlesome, opportunistic, and unscrupulous to the point of being tricky and manipulative. This is because Monkey types possess acute psychological perspicacity which enables them to read people like books. In particular, women under the Monkey influence can play rather subtle games with members of the opposite sex. And although Monkeys give the impression of getting on fabulously with everybody, this great rapport is often nothing but a ruse -- Monkeys are in fact egotistical and selfish. They tend to be lazy, concentrating on small matters while ignoring more important issues. They ignore obstacles, finding them beneath their consideration.

Playful, even obliging at times, the Monkey hides the poor opinion he has of others beneath his apparent friendliness. He distrusts people born under any other sign and considers himself to be superior to all of them. He has plenty of intelligence and a fantastic ability to pull the wool over people's eyes. He is so artful that he can even fool the Dragon -- who is strong, stubborn, and no fool himself -- and resist the magnetism of the Tiger, whom he teases unmercifully.

Monkeys are highly adaptable and versatile. Enthusiastic about everything, they spend their time broadening their minds and are especially fascinated with art. They like refinement, originality and luxury. Inventive and intelligent, those born in these years can solve most problems quickly and skillfully, and are able to accomplish much in business. Monkeys shamelessly acknowledge their attraction to money. They quickly assimilate facts and figures, picking up new skills and techniques almost instaneously. In business it is their opportunism coupled with their keen competitive instinct that gives them an eye for that tiny opening into which only Monkeys can insinuate themselves. Once they have instilled themselves, it is their ability to turn their hands to anything that will bring them ultimate success and, in many cases, even make their fortune.

The Monkey can succeed in any profession. Politics, diplomacy, industry, trade -- none of them will have any secrets from him. He can try anything and anything will work, especially if he has been fortunate enough to have a higher education. Though the renowned adaptability of the Monkey personality takes those born under this sign into a variety of occupations, many will naturally gravitate towards show business. This is because Monkey-born people have a compelling need to be noticed. Unfortunately, because they are such audacious people and care very little about their reputations, it does not matter much to them whether the impression they create is one of pleasure or of shock. It is simply a case of the more publicity they can generate around themselves, the happier they are.

The first part of the Monkey's life will be happy. The second will be upset and confused and his plans will often miscarry. Once attaining a ripe old age, the Monkey will increasingly enjoy a simple, everyday life.

The Exciting Monkey

Monkeys are clever, social, witty people and these are the very qualities they will look for in their relationships with others. Being the gregarious sort, they normally have a wide circle of friends and acquaintances who provide them with the mental and social stimulation that is so important to the Monkey's well-being. But the natural curiosity and desire for new experiences that drives those born in this year mean that, all too often, serious long-term relationships simply don't provide enough excitement to maintain their interest. Monkeys revel in the thrill of the new; consequently, short-term love affairs tend to suit this group best.

Unfortunately, the Monkey is unlikely to find a satisfactory lover, for he is not a stable personality. Though he can be passionate, his critical sense and his clear-sightedness combine to cool off his ardor all too quickly. Luckily his sense of humor saves him from disaster. Mischievous rascals particularly through their earlier years, they delight in stirring things up and then standing back to watch the sparks fly. If there's the slightest hint of danger, intrigue, or downright outrageous behavior attached, so much the better.

In love no other sign produces more charming, amusing, and romantic companions than this one. Once a Monkey does decide to settle down in a permanent relationship he or she will make a splendidly stimulating partner. The Monkey's love life may tend to be complicated, but he or she will assume family responsibilities with equanimity and good humor. Whatever the sign of his marriage partner, the Monkey is likely to have a lot of children.

The Monkey gets on splendidly with the Rat, Dog, Dragon and Boar. He is avoided by the Tiger, whom he is advised to treat with respect, and the Snake.

September is the month of the Monkey. The time of the Monkey is from 3:00 p.m. to 4:59 p.m.; their direction of orientation is west-southwest. The Monkey's color is gold.

Compatibility

(1 - least compatible, 100 - most compatible)

Rat 90 - One of the best combinations.
Ox 74 - Nice. They are compatible and stable.
Tiger 81 - These two make eager loves.
Rabbit 73 - Amusing.
Dragon 82 - Despite the differences, they'll do just fine.
Snake 57 - Perhaps, it depends on the monkey.
Horse 31 - Not advised.
Sheep 65 - Oh well, why not?!
Monkey 85 - Great companions and total complicity.
Rooster 72 - Probably, who knows
Dog 67 - With reservation. The dog might suffer.
Pig 81 - This could work. They admire each other.

12.14.2007

12-14-07

breakfast
- none

lunch
- english muffin - strawberry jam

dinner
- lion king roll - salmon - california roll

snack
- sundae
- dried mango

Horoscope: Once again, you've got money on the mind -- and that could mean that it's time for you to get more serious about your spending or earning. One way or another, you need to mix things up in your finances.

12.13.2007

12-13-07 Day 110

breakfast
- none

lunch
- lettuce - corn - ranch
- lasagna
- mash potato
- 1 box special k

snack
- dried mango

dinner
- corn chowder with rice
- napa cabbage
- vermicelli

snack
- baby star noodles
- dried mango

Horoscope: You've got change on your mind and now is the perfect time to get going with it. Just make sure that you don't revolutionize anything -- tiny increments are far better for you at this time.

12.12.2007

12-12-07

breakfast
- milk

lunch
- rice
- 1 short rib
- 1 piece of fish
- 1 bowl soup
- 1 small cup diet coke

snack
- baby star noodles half pack
- 4 pieces spiced mango
- 1.5 serving flamin hot cheetos

dinner
- rice
- string beans
- daikon

Horoscope: You should see great results from any plans that are working out today. There's no need to make a great big deal out of it, though -- others should be doing that for you. Enjoy the good energy!

12.11.2007

12-11-07

breakfast
- none

lunch
- none

snack
- 16oz mango madness
- 2 serving flamin hot cheetos
- 4 serving noodle

dinner
- rice
- tofu
- beef
- veggie

Horoscope: You ought to outlast anyone who tries to challenge you today, thanks to your persistence and practically limitless energy reserves. Try not to worry too much about the long-term, which should be fine.

12.10.2007

12-10-07

breakfast
- none

lunch
- none

snack
- 1 serving crackers

dinner
- 2-3 slices crispy crust pizza

Horoscope: Your energy is incredibly strong today, so you ought to be able to take on just about any challenge with ease. It's a good time to finish up old ongoing projects or to say yes to brand-new activities.

12.09.2007

12-9-07

breakfast
- none

lunch
- none

snack
- 2 waffles
- 1 serving ritz

dinner
- rice noodle
- spam

Horoscope: You are moving much more quickly than you had thought you would be at this point, but that just means that things are working out a little better than you had anticipated. Life keeps getting better!

12.08.2007

12-8-07 Day 105

breakfast
- none

snack
- 2 waffles

lunch
- rice
- broccoli
- veggie

snack
- none

dinner
- cucumber salad
- corn fritters
- rice
- red curry with chicken and leek
- lemon grass soup
- green mango salad

Horoscope: Today's social energy brings a smile to your face and keeps you engaged with friends and well-wishers. You may want to take a little time off from work or school to spend more time with your people.

Seeing high school students on the bus...

There was one day when I saw high school students on the bus. I thought whatever happen to me in high school? I thought about the letter that I wrote to myself while a senior in high school that my high school English teacher kept. He said that he would mail it to us in 10 years. I have the one that I wrote as a junior. I read it a couple of years ago and thought I think I'm still me. Did I make something of myself or was I a nobody and was taken advantage of a couple of times? Is that also what happen to me in middle school? Did that happen to me in elementary school as well?

Looking back I was naive and I believe that I still am today. I had some goals in college, but I don't think I achieved them. While I had dreams of graduating, which I did, I don't think I tried hard enough and school did not prepare me for this. I thought I knew enough, but looking back I don't know shit.

I had the understanding that going to college and graduating with any degree will help you get any job as most jobs you have to be trained anyway. I've had at least a few jobs now and I think I haven't been happy since I worked in a factory where I could just goof off and try my hardest at something easy where it requires a bit of OCD.

I knew that job was perfect for me as I would have to scan inventory and put into a computer and then print out purchase orders and fill them by placing them into a box ad shipping them. I even figured out how to use the new computer shipping system to work like an older model that was there. I felt like I was needed and that I was doing something productive.

I think I only messed up one time and even though I had nothing to do I found other odd jobs to do until it was time to leave. I miss that job and my supervisor. I thought I could do that job and leave school. Instead I went back to school. It was only a summer job and so I had to. My supervisor said that the only way someone would be able to take her place is if she left or if she died. She moved away and someone else got the job. I wish I could have taken that job. It kept me fit and although it was hard work, I enjoyed it.

Reading my friend's blog today made me wonder what has happened to me since I had graduated from college. The mental plans that I had of traveling after I graduated never happened. Well, it sort of did, but after that I haven't been overseas. Sure I have seen more of America, but I still want to see more of Europe. I had my taste back in 2002 or was it 2003. I can't even recall what year it was, but I know it was the year when this war started with trying to find Bin Laden.

While I was in school I took an interest in baseball. I know the basic rules and how scoring was kept. By doing so I met someone who I still like to think I'm friends with. I've since seen him a couple of times at the ballpark and I'd like to thank him for inspiring me and teaching me how to heckle a baseball player. I don't think I did when I went to the games with him, but I was just amazed at the park.

By finding baseball I found new friends. Some that I've known since 2004. Some that I've known since 2005. It's funny how seasons of baseball is longer than years. For the one friend that I met in 2004 that was 4 baseball seasons ago. I became interested in message boards which wasn't too much of a change from talkers that I used to hang around on. This was just waiting for a reply from someone and reading what everyone had to say about a player an or the team.

I know that as I've started to follow the game I've changed myself. I've sort of stopped watching the game and just enjoy being at the park with friends. I know that the game is the focus, but sometimes just being at the game with friends is more important. We all understand the team and have the same frustrations with how the team is doing.

We meet up on weekends and after the game and complain about the manager and about the players and the umpires. It's always someone's fault and not the fans. I don't know why we keep going back when the team keeps breaking our hearts. It's one thing that will always be there for us. Even if we're far away we still understand that those of us that aren't near us feel the same pain. One sport bringing a group of die hards even if they're new and still learning each part of the game.

I know I drive those around me crazy with questions, but I'm sure once I get the hang of it that someone will be looking to me for answers. I think of baseball as my religion and my savior for the friends I've met. The best example is Bull Durham. Susan Sarandon is my hero. What she says in the opening of the movie makes sense to me.

"I believe in the Church of Baseball."

When I was younger I thought I'd have the perfect life. I'd get a boyfriend and then fall in love. I'd be married after college or by the age of 25 I'd be married. That wasn't going to happen as I didn't meet anyone in college. Maybe I was oblivious to guys that did like me. I thought also maybe in a group of friends like the TV show Friends one of them would like me. I was wrong again. At some point I figured well if no one has found me then I'll go looking for them. Big mistake. Found a couple of strange guys and thought this is not what I had imagined. Sure I imagines I'd fall for someone online or even in England.

I had all these requirements on what the perfect guy should be. At some point I just had to give up. Who you fall for and who falls for you is out of your control. I've told one guy that I just don't feel the same. I know it was bad to do it online, but I really couldn't face him anymore.

Now as I'm past my mid 20s I wonder if in the next couple of years if I'll have that fairy tale ending I've always wanted. I think I'll know when the perfect guy comes along he'll be the one that sweeps me off my feet and maybe be the one for me.

I'm still searching to find out who I am. I don't know if I know yet. I don't know if I want kids or if I want to get married. I think that the one special guy who comes into my life will have all the answers for me. He'll be charming and funny and understand me. That's when I know I will have found the perfect guy for me. He's out there and I could have met him and not even known it. Life is strange like that sometimes. I know it's bad to think back to high school crushes, but sometimes I wonder if I had maybe let a couple of guys know or even in middle school would I be with them today? Or would I have at least kept in touch with them?

Sometimes you can't play "what if" with things like that. You just have to move on.

Horoscope: The most important thing you can do today is to persevere. Things might not go your way at first -- or at all -- but as long as you stick with the program, it should all work out in the long run.

12.07.2007

12-7-07

breakfast
- none

lunch
- 1 cheese quesadilla
- 1 top ramen

dinner
- rice
- potato
- string beans
- tomato
- 1 bowls veggie soup
- 2 cutie/clementine

Horoscope:Today's social energy brings a smile to your face and keeps you engaged with friends and well-wishers. You may want to take a little time off from work or school to spend more time with your people.

12.06.2007

12-6-07

breakfast
- none

lunch
- chow mein
- fruit
- corn

dinner
- soup
- tofu
- fish
- veggie
- rice
- clams

Horoscope: Your reputation is stronger than ever and it should be easy for you to wow the right people without having to do much more than say a few words. Make sure everyone knows where you stand.

12.05.2007

12-5-07

breakfast
- white chocolate macadamia nut cookie

lunch
- string beans
- noodles
- rice
- egg plant
- spare ribs

snack
- 2 cheese quesadillas
- 2 cuties
- 1 serving green tea cookie

dinner
- pasta
- egg plant
- chinese bacon

Horoscope: Power struggles are going on all around you -- but you're above most of them. Your own sense of vitality is strong enough that you ought to be able to get others to take your side, if need be.

12.04.2007

12-4-07

breakfast
- none

lunch
- lettuce
- salsa
- meat
- taco
- guacamole
- sour cream
- cookie
- milk

snack
- 2 cheese quesadillas
- apple pie
- 2 cuties

dinner
- pasta

Horoscope: Your interests are fairly broad and you may feel driven to seek out some cultural event or show that will broaden them even further. It's a great day to explore new art, music and other creative options.

12.03.2007

12-3-07 Day 100

breakfast
- none

lunch
- pasta
- bagel - turkey - salami - roast beef - tomato - cream cheese
- milk

snack
- chocolate crosant
- 2 clementines

dinner
- 2 bowls ginger fried rice
- veggie
- 2 bowls soup

snack
- 1 serving cracker jacks

Horoscope: Your mind is definitely on work right now, but that doesn't mean you have to ignore everything else! It may be hard for you to give friends or family your full attention, but at least make the effort.

12.02.2007

12-2-07

breakfast
- none

lunch
- 4 cheese quesadillas
- 3 cuties/clementimes

dinner
- rice
- 2 bowls soup
- 2 drum sticks
- veggies

snack
- 2 servings flamin hot cheetos

Horoscope: You need just a little more hard information before you can make up your mind about the latest decision in your life. That should be pretty easy to come by, though you may have to ask around.

12.01.2007

12-1-07

breakfast
- none

lunch
- roast beef onion sandwhich
- milk tea

dinner
- forgot

Horoscope: You're an expert planner even on your worst days, but right now the fierce energy coursing through you makes that process incredibly simple. Anything you come up with today should work perfectly.

11.30.2007

11-30-07

breakfast
- none

lunch
- yogurt
- fruit

snack
- 2 cheese quesadillas

dinner
- ginger fried rice
- veggie
- spam

Horoscope: New information is coming in today that should confirm your notions about that family situation. You may as well wait until everyone can see it before acting on it, though -- there's no big rush.

11.29.2007

11-29-07

breakfast
- sticky bun

lunch
- lettuce - corn
- blue chips
- salsa
- spanish rice

snack
- 2 cheese quesadillas

dinner
- 2 bowls of veggie soup
- rice
- string beans
- 3 cuties

Horoscope: You've got easy days sometimes and then there are days like today. People are recalcitrant, the buses don't run on time and those pigeons seem to be looking at you funny. Things get better soon!

11.28.2007

11-28-07 Day 95

breakfast
- 1 sticky bun

lunch
- fries - ketchup
- 1 piece fish
- pasta
- i cup milk

snack
- 2 cheese quesadillas
- 1/2 serving chips

dinner
- rice
- salmon
- veggie
- clear noodles

snack
- 1 1/2 serving chips
- dried mango
- 2 cuties/clementine

Horoscope: People are in really weird moods all day today and might inflict them on you. Try not to take them personally, because almost nothing that comes out is actually going to be mean-spirited.

11.27.2007

11-27-07

breakfast
- none

lunch
- honeydew
- salad - peas - corn - ranch - sunflower seeds - lettuce
- dinner roll
- milk

snack
- mango
- 2 cheese quesadilla
- 1 dinner roll

dinner
- 2 bowl corn chowder
- rice
- veggie

snack
- mango

Horoscope: You're a bit skeptical at the hysteria you see around you, but what can you do? It's hard to be the sole voice of reason, but you may as well speak up now -- things could get a lot weirder otherwise.

11.26.2007

11-26-07

breakfast
- none

lunch
- salad - lettuce - cherry tomatoes - corn - peas - ranch
- peach cobbler

snack
- 4 smarties

snack
- 2 cheese quesadillas

dinner
- soba noodles
- broccoli
- 1 bowl soup

snack
- 4 cuties
- snack size cracker jacks

Horoscope: You are spending a lot of time with one person, though it may not be a romantic situation. A good friend or close coworker may just be absorbing most of your energy and it is all for the best.

11.25.2007

11-25-07

breakfast
- none

lunch
- 2 cheese quesadillas
- dried mango
- 2 cuties

snack
- 1 serving blue potato chips
- dried mango

dinner
- rice
- tofu
- meat
- 2 bowls soup

Horoscope: Today is perfect for clearing out old trash or letting go of things you know you'll never use again. You don't have to fill up the free space right away, either -- enjoy the simplicity for a while!

11.24.2007

11-24-07

Horoscope: You're feeling remarkably clear about some aspect of your life that may have been pretty confusing up until now. See if you can move forward a little bit farther in the near future, while you're at it.

11.23.2007

Black Friday...

It's once again that time of the year where people don't go to bed the night before and wait in line for a great deal. It's also the time of the year when some people choose to wait in line and pass on the Thanksgiving dinner.

I have done it for a few years now, but it seems like there's no reason to now, but then again sometimes you find the unexpected. I woke up this morning at 5.00 a.m. and thought did I even sleep last night? I must not have since I went to bed about 1.00 a.m.

I finally made my way out of the house at about 5.30 a.m. at which I was shocked to see a full moon setting and yellow. I can't remember the last time I saw the moon so big and so close to me.

I headed in the car on the way to Target for the first hit of many for today. I went there and saw that people could line up inside the mall. I thought great. I was cold and even though I heard how cold it was I sort of ignored it and thought fleece was my best friend. Oh how wrong I was.

If anyone has been to the Serramonte Target there are 3 entrances. One is inside the mall and outside there is 2 I believe. There were no signs as to which was the line to get into and so everyone waited at the different locations. I waited inside the mall and then went back to the line that was near the mall entrance. Then as the line got closer to the door because the store had opened at 6.00 a.m. those that were in the same line as me thought it was unfair. I just stood there while others pushed their way inside. There was one short guy trying to control the crowd. That did not work.

Everyone was after a TV and the TV monitor. I was on a mission to find Family Guy and had luck. I also went and got some Curious George items in the dollar sections. I also found some cute Christmas bags. I bought those and then left.

I then went to Mervyn's for some reason and thought about fleece blankets and picked one up and then went pass, since I have at least two that I know of that I bought in the past. Then I went and saw the foam pillows for sale. I thought great I'll pick up a couple and hopefully it'll be for someone or I could replace the one that I have.

They weren't bad for their price and I thought great. Then I saw the item that would make it difficult for me to leave. It was the bucket that's usually for beer and then the pint glasses along with coasters. I thought prefect. I could just get one and have it for either a gift or just for myself. Then I thought I need forks. So I went and looked for forks and found them. It was half price and so the price was $9.99 for 10 forks. I have no idea what happen to all the forks at my house, but they keep disappearing.

I had that and then while waiting to get into line I saw monkey sheets. Yes, monkey sheets and thought OK I'll get it later. So I'm in line for about 50+ minutes until I'm near enough the sheets to find out they're half price and they had matching pillowcases and I had to get it.

Then when I went to pay I saw the final total at Mervyn's and it shocked me. It was $101.00+/- change. The receipt said I saved $121.00 which is almost half since everything was 50% off.

Then I had to go back to the car to drop everything off. That totally took a toll on my arms. I left Mervyn's near Macy's and I had parked near Target. That totally sucked. I had to find a shopping cart for all that stuff. Luckily there was and so I put everything in and then carted everything to the car.

Next I went back into Target (I think my second or 3rd time) and then thought OK time to get the gifts for Kris Kringle. I had problems finding Bath and Body Works since I knew what I wanted to get since I saw the items online. I got it and then got into line. I didn't know there was one line and so I pretty much cut in line. That ruled and then I went back into Mervyn's to find socks because that was something that I had to get. I saw the prices and thought it wasn't anything special and passed.

I left and then went to Jamba Juice for some food. OK it wasn't food, but it worked. I put the items into the car and then I think I left or went back into Target and then look for items. I decide there was nothing and left to head over to Office Depot. I don't think that was anything that impressed me, but by that time it was already 8 something in the morning. I went into Office Depot and got a chair, which I have already put together with some difficulty and it was comfy to sit down since I was on my feet for an hour at Mervyn's to purchase stuff.

Office Depot sucked because they had no cart and I was parked sort of close so I had to carry the chair back to the car. I had to make space for it. It was hard. Then after I left to go to the Korean market to get ramen.

After that I left and headed to the post office to mail an item. I went in and got that done and left. Then I went to Lucky's to buy some lunch or lazy man food as I call it since it requires minimal cooking.

I got that and left. It took me a couple of trips to haul everything into the house. I couldn't believe it. My hands are suffering and I could tell since they couldn't bend right.

I hope it's only for a short amount of time.

So now it's the afternoon and I've been up since 5.00 a.m. and that's almost 12 hours. That's totally crazy.

Total damage done to credit card today: $306.00 roughly.

That's a whole lot of money on a few items. I forgot some other place so the amount should be about $327.00 really. That should be correct if I got all the stores I went into today.

Horoscope: Your good energy makes it all the more important for you to deal with the basics of your current work or hobby situation. You can put yourself on much firmer ground, simply by making small changes.

11.22.2007

11-22-07

breakfast
- none

lunch
- spaghetti
- veggie

snack
- 2 wheat waffles

dinner
- top ramen

snack
- 1 box dark chocolate pocky
- 3 cuties
- 2 bowls soup
- 1 serving green tea cookies

Horoscope:You may need to make a few calls or send a few emails to track down that one person you need to reach. If it's a long-lost relative, you may surprise your family with your tenacity and resourcefulness!

I so hate this fucking holiday...THANKS-FUCKING-GIVING!

I'll tell you why I hate this fucking holiday. It's about being "thankful" for this you have. Well in my case, it's for shit I don't FUCKING HAVE ANYMORE! Some fucking times people just need to fucking get over themselves and stop trying to fucking throw all shit away that they fucking think is a fucking eye sore.

They can't even fucking take care of their own SHIT and they fucking get on your fucking case for having too much fucking stuff. Do they know that the shit that you own is fucking worth money? NO they fucking do not know that.

It never ceases to fucking amaze me that after a fucking loud as shouting match that they would fucking forget that that belongs to the fucking person that paid for it. If there is fucking space in the fucking house for shit they should be able to keep it for whatever fucking reason they can.

Shit that is worth money takes up space. I fucking know that and so does every fucking collect that is out there. All stuff takes up room. If I had some fucking storage space I would fucking place it there. I like to know that I still have my shit.

NOw I fucking must find a fucking way to keep shit in my room. How fucking sad is that? Shit I might as well move out and get my own fucking place and have all my shit out. One of these days they will be fucking sad cos all my shit is gone and they don't have a fucking translator in the house. When that fucking day happens I will be like, well fuck! It's not my fault.

This rant brought to you by fucking people who fucking are fucking control freaks over other people's shit.

I am not thankful this Thanksgiving. I fucking protest this holiday. I will not eat turkey. Fuck it!

This rant was brought to you by this item being thrown out of the house without my knowledge because some fucking people are pricks and dicks because they don't fucking check the fucking box to see if there's important shit inside. After just about a little over a year, had I placed this item on eBay I would have made a couple of dollars. The almighty dollar!

Horoscope: You may need to make a few calls or send a few emails to track down that one person you need to reach. If it's a long-lost relative, you may surprise your family with your tenacity and resourcefulness!

11.04.2007

11-4-07

breakfast
- 2 granola bars
- 1.5 serving flamin hot cheetos
- 1 pine apple cake
- 1 cup hot chocolate

snack
- 1 small box nerds

lunch
- congee
- soy sauce chow mein

dinner
- chinese tamale
- 1 bowl soup

Horoscope: You have the resources to track down just about anything you need -- even stuff (or people) you thought you'd never see. Today is the day to learn as much as you can and then go searching.

Super Duper Love - Joss Stone

Yeh are you diggin on me
Yeh yeh yeh
Im diggin on u now baby
Yeh do u wanna little bit of my love
Yeh wait a minute wait a minute

All the time i knew that you loved me
Because you were always there
Could i be that mistaken
Believing that you really care

In the presence of all my friends
You stood there holding my hand
And you promise me faithfully
That you will be my only man

Yeh are you diggin on me
Yeh yeh yeh
Im diggin on u now baby
Yeh do u wanna little bit of my love
Yeh wait a minute wait a minute

Everytime i walk down the street with you
Im as proud as a girl can be
Just 2 no that u r mine
And all that good loving belongs to me

In the presence of all my friends
You stood there holding my hand
And you promise me faithfully
That you will be my only man

Yeh are you diggin on me
Yeh yeh yeh
Im diggin on u now baby
Yeh do u wanna little bit of my love
Yeh wait a minute play it for my Little Beaver

[insrumental]

In the presence of all my friends
You stood there holding my hand
And you promise me faithfully
That you will be my only man

Yeh are you diggin on me
Yeh yeh yeh
Im diggin on u now baby
Yeh do u wanna little bit of my love
Yeh wait a minute your love is super oh baby
See im trying to tell you
Your love is super duper
Super yes it is yes it is
Your love is
Your love is super
Are you diggin on me coz im diggin on you
Im just trying to tell you
Oh this love is super duper
Wait a minute

Here In Your Arms - Hellogoodbye

I like where we are,
When we drive, in your car
I like where we are.... Here

Cause our lips, can touch
And our cheeks, can brush
Our lips can touch here

Well you are the one, the one that lies close to me
Whisper's "Hello, I've missed you quite terribly"
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I could be but here in your arms

I like where you sleep,
When you sleep, next to me.
I like where you sleep... here

Our lips, can touch
And our cheeks, can brush
Our lips can touch here

Well you are the one, the one that lies close to me
Whisper's "Hello, I've missed you quite terribly"
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I could be but here in your arms

Our lips, can touch
Our lips, can touch...here

You are the one the one that lies close to me
Whisper's "Hello, I've missed you quite terribly"
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I could be but here in your

You are the one the one that lies close to me
Whisper's hello I miss you, I miss you
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I could be but here in your arms

Here in your arms.
Here in your arms.

11.03.2007

11-3-07 Day 75

breakfast
- none

lunch
- 2 cheese quesadillas
- 1.5 serving flamin hot cheetos
- 23.5 oz diet arizona green tea

snack
- 1 serving dried spiced mangos
- 1 pineapple cake
- 2 granola bars
- almonds
- 1 uncrustable - peanut butter - jelly

dinner
- 2 bowls soup
- 1 bowl rice
- chinese bbq ribs
- veggies

snacks
- 1 serving sour apple altoids

Horoscope: Your energy is good and you've got all the information you need -- so get down to business and plan out the next week, month or year. You should find it incredibly simple to squeeze everything in.

Pictures of You - The Last Goodnight

This is the clock upon the wall
this is the story of us all
this is the first sound of a new born child before he starts to crawl
this is the war thats never won
this is a soldier and his gun
this is the mother waiting by the phone
praying for her son

Pictures of you,
Pictures of me,
Hung upon your wall for the world to see
Pictures of you,
pictures of me,
remind us all of what we used to be

there is a drug that cures it all
blocked by the govermental war
we are the scientists inside the lab just waiting for the call
this earthquake weather has got me shaking inside im high up and dry

[chorus]
Pictures of you,
Pictures of me,
Hung upon your wall for the world to see
pictures of you,
pictures of me,
remind us all of what we used to be

confess to me every secret moment
every stolen promise you believe
confess to me all the lies between us
all that lies between you and me

we are the boxers in the ring
we are the bells that never sing
there is a title we cant win no matter how hard we must swing

[chorus]x2
Pictures of you,
Pictures of me,
Hung upon your wall for the world to see
pictures of you,
pictures of me,
remind us all of what we could have been

(could have been) (could have been)

pictures of you pictures of me
remid us all of what we could have been(could have been)

11.02.2007

11-2-07

breakfast
- tomato
- ham
- 2 waffles

lunch
- rice
- fruit
- macadamia nut cookie
- milk

snack
- 2 servings flamin hot cheetos

dinner
- rice noodles
- ribs
- veggies

snack
- 1 granola bar

Horoscope: People keep asking you for favors and at some point you're just going to have to say no. Try to be diplomatic, but don't give more of yourself than you already have. Life is too short for that kind of madness.

11.01.2007

11-1-07

breakfast
- 1 raspberry dessert
- 1 brownie

lunch
- salad - cherry tomatoes - corn - ranch
- 2 drumsticks
- 1 box special k
- 1 box smart start
- milk

dinner
- 1 nacho supreme
- 1 spicy crunch wrap supreme

snack
- 3 granola bars
- 1 reese's peanut butter cup

Horoscope: You're stuck dealing with a kid or customer who just doesn't need you as much as someone else apparently does. See if you can extricate yourself easily, but don't make waves if possible.

10.31.2007

10-31-07 Happy Halloween

breakfast
- chocolate muffin top

snack
- milky way

lunch
- dinner roll
- 1 cup soup vegetable
- apricots
- cherry tomatos

snack
- 1 cup punch
- blue chips - meat - tomatoes - cheese - guacamole
- 1 cookie

snack
- 2 cheese quesadillas

dinner
- 2 bowls soup vegetable with shells
- rice
- veggies

snack
- 1 granola bar

Horoscope: Your matter-of-fact attitude is perfect for the day's activities. Make sure that you are handling the most important stuff and not just the tasks that are on the top of your to-do list for some reason.

10.30.2007

10-30-07 Day 70

breakfast
- none

lunch
- angel hair pesto
- corn
- peas
- dinner roll - ham - turkey - roast beef - mayo

snack
- ramen

dinner
- rice
- veggie
- vermicelli

Horoscope: Your energy levels could swing from zero to the max almost immediately -- and then right back again! Make sure that you use it while you've got it, because when it's gone, it's not coming back for a day or two.

10.29.2007

10-29-07

breakfast
- special k with milk

snack
- snack size granola bar

lunch
- lasagna
- 2 clams
- scallops

snack
- life savers gummies
- banana bread

snack
- 1 granola bar

dinner
- 1 1/2 bowl rice
- veggie
- beef
- tofu

snack
- granola bar

Horoscope: You're better able to reach out to people and express your intentions in words thy can understand -- so start talking. You will be amazed at how quickly things come together when folks start to get it.

10.28.2007

10-28-07

breakfast
- none

lunch
- 2 cheese quesadillas
- 1 mini pecan muffin

snack
- 1 starbursts
- ramen noodles

dinner
- forgot to put down

Horoscope: Someone is trying to overload you -- or themselves -- with more work or stress than is realistic. Today is perfect for identifying deadwood and clearing it out of your life, so be ruthless about it!

10.27.2007

10-27-07

lunch
- 2 mini pecan muffins
- 1 bowl noodle

snack
- 1 green milk tea tapioca
- 1 granola bar

dinner
- chocolate cake with ice cream
- kettle corn

Horoscope: You need to keep pushing through this phase and you might need to be extra patient with the people who are closest to you. Try to take a deep breath before dealing with anyone who tends to exasperate you.

Nightmare Before Christmas 3-D...

This movie was pretty good. I had forgotten parts of it. I enjoyed it though there were kids that snuck in and made it not as fun. See it if you can. Worth the price of admission.

10.26.2007

10-26-07

breakfast
- 1 pecan mini muffin

lunch
- 1 bowl vegetable soup
- tortilla chips (strips)
- 1 piece cake

dinner
- 2-3 pecan mini muffins
- spinach dip
- veggie chips
- cheese and rotelli
- potato salad
- 1 cup diet pepsi
- cabbage - chicken - noddle
- 1 drumstick

snack
- 1 cheese quesadilla
- 2-3 pecan mini muffins

Horoscope: You need to deal with the most important business first today. Once all the essentials are out of the way, you ought to have plenty of time to take care of any other activities that you've been meaning to deal with.

10.25.2007

10-25-07 Day 65

breakfast
- 1 box special k with milk

snack
- 1/2 small bag chips

lunch
- wheat break - ham - turkey - mayo
- black bean salad - corn
- lettuce

snack
- chocolate milk - milk
- orange juice

snack
- 1/2 ramen noodles
- 2 crackers

dinner
- 2 bowls corn chowder
- rice
- veggies

snack
- 3 granola bars

Horoscope: You may be just a tiny bit freaked out over a situation that is largely out of your hands. There's no use worrying over something you can't control, so do your best to refocus and calm down through the day.

10.24.2007

10-24-07

breakfast
- 1 granola bar

lunch
- 1/2 pastrami sandwich
- 1 cup milk

snack
- 1 1/2 lemon bar
- 1 serving ramyun (ramen noodles)
- 16 oz green tea
- 1 starbursts

dinner
- rice
- 2 bowls vegetable soup
- veggies

Horoscope: Something comes to an end today and while that could be good or bad, most likely it's just another event in the day's activities. You might not even realize anything has changes until later.

10.23.2007

10-23-07

breakfast
- 1 box special k with milk

lunch
- salad - cherry tomatoes - ranch
- 2 steak flank strips
- 2 dinner rolls - turkey - mayo

snack
- 1 cheese quesadilla
- 1 granola bar

dinner
- udon noodles
- broccoli

snack
- 2 granola bars

Horoscope: It's a good day for dates, job interviews and any other situation that demands a lot from you. It's simple for you to read people and tell them what they want to hear, or spin the truth the right way.

10.22.2007

10-22-07

breakfast
- 1 croissant

lunch
- mac and cheese
- chicken pot pie (small amount)
- 1 pint chocolate milk

snack
- 1 pineapple cake
- 3 granola bars
- baked chocolate puffs

dinner
- rice with soup
- veggies

snack
- 1 granola bar

Horoscope: You can usually get by with a straight read of what people are saying, but today you need to listen more to your intuition. You should be amazed at what it comes up with, especially when people are confused.

10.21.2007

10-21-07

snack
- milk
- chicken salad sandwich
- chicken noodle soup

breakfast
- 1 pineapple cake
- 2 green onion pancake
- beef crepe
- pork bun
- sweet tofu
- soy sauce noodle
- 10 rice fried rice
- spicy crepe noodle

snack
- 1 granola bar
- 1 serving chips
- 1 serving crackers
- 1 serving bakes chocolate puff
- 1 serving amaeretto cookies

dinner
- fish
- veggie
- 1 bowl rice
- 2 bowls soup

snack
- 2 granola bars

Horoscope: You may be thinking about a major purchase or about paying off debt, but one way or another, you need to deal with finances. You're in a very good position to influence interest rates for the better.

10.20.2007

10-20-07 Day 60

breakfast
- none

lunch
- fried rice
- 1 pineapple cake
- 1 serving chips

snack
- 1 granola bar

snack
- fruit snacks

Horoscope: You've been feeling pretty good about your situation, but now you need to try something a little different -- especially when it comes to money. You can tell what will work and what won't this time.

10.19.2007

10-19-07

breakfast
- 1 box special k with milk

lunch
- onion rings
- blue chips
- salsa
- guacamole

dinner
- rice
- beef chow fun
- trip beef
- veggie
- 2 bowls soup
- bbq pork
- duck
- tomato
- celery

desert
- tapioca

Horoscope: Your mind is on new possibilities today, but it's not wandering terribly far off from your usual notions. It's a good time to try little tweaks and changes that might steer you in new directions.

10.18.2007

10-18-07

breakfast
- none

lunch
- lettuce - ranch - 3 cherry tomatoes
- 1 yogurt
- chow mein

dinner
- fried rice - dried scallop - egg white

Horoscope: You've got at least one strength that keeps you ahead of the game: your stamina. Today more than ever, you know you can outlast the competition, so just settle in for the long haul and enjoy the ride.

10.17.2007

10-17-07

breakfast
- none

lunch
- mac and cheese
- 1 box total
- 1 box special k
- diet coke with lemon

snack
- spicy frieds (korean)
- 2 serving pringles

dinner
- rice
- tuna with spicy sauce
- veggie

snack
- 1 serving amaretto cookies
- 1 granola bar

Horoscope: You've got plenty of great energy and should be able to take on almost anything that comes your way. You may need to work late or just stay up with that project you're so engaged with, but you won't mind.

Bubbly - Colbie Caillat

I've been awake for a while now
You've got me feelin' like a child now
'Cause every time I see your bubbly face
I get the tingles in a silly place

They start in my toes
And I crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

The rain is falling on my window pane
But we are hiding in a safer place
Under covers staying dry and warm
You give me feelings that I adore

They start in my toes
Make me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

What am I going to say
When you make me feel this way
I just mmmmm

And they start in my toes
Makes me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

I've been asleep for a while now
You tuck me in just like a child now
'Cause every time you hold me in your arms
I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth

And it starts in my soul
And I lose all control
When you kiss my nose
The feeling shows
'cause you make me smile baby
Just take your time now
Holdin' me tight

Wherever wherever wherever you go
Wherever wherever wherever you go

wherever you go
I always know
'Cause you make me smile
Even just for a while

10.15.2007

10-16-07

breakfast
- none

lunch
- caterpillar roll - avocado - tobiko - eel

dinner
- 2 bowl fried rice
- veggie

snack
- 1 serving cookies

Horoscope: You and your idealistic nature go far today -- as long as you're true to your dreams. It's time for you to speak up about that one issue that has been bugging you lately and the response should be great.

10-15-07 Day 55

breakfast

lunch
- 1 dinner roll
- spaghetti meatball
- watered down lemonade with sprite

snack
- 2 cheese quesadillas
- carmel popcorn
- lotte pepero (stick biscuit & chocolate)

dinner
- rice
- 2 bowls soup
- 1 drumstick
- veggies

snack
- 1 serving amaretto cookies

Horoscope: Now is a great time to just sit down and get to work -- boredom is not an option! You may find that you clear away huge piles of tasks that you thought would consume the next month or three.

10.14.2007

10-14-07

breakfast
- none

snack
- 2 cheese quesadillas
- 2 granola bars

dinner
- rice
- bean sprouts
- pork chops pieces
- 2 bowls soup

Horoscope: All you need to do to succeed today is make it to the end. Things might seem impossible, but a little perseverance sees you through and keeps you in the game. You may be able to see things starting to change.

10.13.2007

10-13-07

breakfast
- none

lunch
- rice
- veggies
- pieces of pork chops

snack
- 1 serving milano amaretto cookies
- fried chicken snacks spicy and regular
- 2 cheese quesadillas

dinner
- spicy udon
- veggie

snack
- spicy fried chicken snacks and regular
- 1 serving crackers

Horoscope: You may find that people are looking at you a little differently by the end of the day and that's it's truly a net positive. There's only so much difference prestige can make, though, so be sure to follow through soon.

10.12.2007

10-12-07

breakfast
- banana ?

lunch
- 1 bowl soup
- 1 piece chocolate cake
- mashed potatoes
- crust of sheppard's pie
- 1 cup milk

snack
- 2 cheese quesadilla's
- 4 slices spicy mango
- 1 serving of crackers
- 1 serving milano amaretto cookies

dinnnr
- linguini with cream of mushroom
- eggplant

Horoscope: You are in a much more powerful position than you realize, so be sure to take advantage of it soon -- if not for your own benefit, then for that of your family or coworkers. You can make a huge change!

10.11.2007

10-11-07

breakfast
- hash brown

lunch
- spanish rice
- black bean salad - corn -onion
- beef
- blue chips
- salsa
- diluted lemonade (2/3 cup water)

dinner
- noodles with chicken noodle soup
- meat cake

snack
- 2 granola bar
- 6-8 pieces spicy mango

Horoscope: See if you can find a way to push your career a bit -- you never know when the next big jump might take place and you want to be ready for it. If you're satisfied with your position, then relax and enjoy it.

10.10.2007

You're Beautiful - James Blunt

My life is brilliant.

My life is brilliant
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

Yes, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Fucking high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last 'till the end.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

La la la la la la la la la

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

After the Rain / Ame Agari - Matsushita Maeko

Ah tenkiame no machi de
fui ni guuzen surechigau
Ah mioboe no aru SHATSU
masaka anata da nante

Ah in a city that is raining
we meet unexpectantly by accident
Ah the shirt I've seen before
I didn't know it was you
--------------------
sou okubyou na watashi wa
jibun no koto shika mienakute
itsuka anata no yasashisa ni motare
amaeteta yo ne

yes, a very timid me
I could only see myself
someday, I was held by your kindness and
I was spoiled by you
-----------------------------
kazoekirenai yoru o koete
taisetsu na mono ni kizuita
kitto kitto mou mayowanai
hitomi wa ima anata dake o miteru

passing countless nights
I noticed about something important
probably, I won't get lost again
I am only looking at you now
--------------------------------
nee TORABURU mo nayami mo
zenbu anata ni wa hanaseta
Ah juwaki no mukou gawa
nukumori o kanjiteta

troubles and problems
if I could tell you everything
Ah on the other side of the phone
I felt warmth
-----------------------------
mou gairoju no hikari ga
"daijoubu" to senaka oshiteru
sotto kizuite kureru you ni
akai kasa o yurashita

the outlining light
pushes me saying "it's okay"
just like noticing slowly
the red umbrella was shook
-----------------------------
tsugi no SHIGUNARU kawaru mae ni
watashi kara koe o kakenakya
kimochi dake ga kakedashiteku
mizutamari hajiite
konna ni hiroi sora no shita de
kamisama ga kureta guuzen
nagai nagai tomadoi kara
nurikaetai kore kara no kisetsu o

before the next signal changes
I have to call him first
only my feelings are running out
splashing the puddles
under this broad sky
the coincidence that god gave
from the long, long confusion
I want to change the seasons now
-----------------------------
SHIGUNARU kawaru mae ni
watashi kara koe o kakenakya
kimochi dake ga kakedashiteku
mizutamari hajiite
kazoekirenai yoru o koete
taisetsu na mono ni kizuita
kagayakidasu keshiki no naka
chikazuiteku massugu ni anata e

before the next signal changes
I have to call him first
only my feelings are running out
splashing the puddles
passing countless nights
I noticed about something important
in the shining sight
getting closer, staright to you

10-10-07 Weight Loss Day 50

breakfast
- bagel - strawberry jam

lunch
- fish
- 5 cherry tomatoes
- pasta
- 1 cup cream of mushroom

snack
- fruit - strawberries - cantaloupe - pineapple - honeydew with raw brown sugar

snack
- 2 cheese quesadillas
- 3 granola bars
- 1 serving reduce fat pringles
- 7 slices spicy mango

dinner
- rice
- veggies

snack
- 2 starbusts

Horoscope: It's time for you to really step back and take a look at the world you live in. There are some cultural elements you want to get to know more intimately and your frame of mind is perfect for that.

I Turn To You - Melanie C

When the world is darker than I can understand.
When nothing turns out the way I planned.
When the sky turns grey and there's no end in sight.
When I can't sleep through the lonely night.

I turn to you. Like a flower leaning toward the sun.
I turn to you. 'Cos you're the only one.
Who can turn me around when I'm upside down.
I turn to you.

When my insides are wracked with anxiety.
You have the touch that will quiet me.
You lift my spirit. You melt the ice.
When I need inspiration, when I need advice.

I turn to you. Like a flower leaning toward the sun.
I turn to you. 'Cos you're the only one.
Who can turn me around when I'm upside down.
I turn to you.

Where would I be? What would I do?
If you'd never helped me through.
I hope someday if you've lost your way.
You could turn to me like I turn to you.

I turn to you. Like a flower leaning toward the sun.
I turn to you. 'Cos you're the only one.
Who can turn me around when I'm upside down.
I turn to you.

I turn to you. When fear tells me to turn around.
I turn to you. 'Cos you're the only one.
Who can turn me around when I'm upside down.
I turn to you. I turn to you. I turn to you.

Northern Star - Melanie C

They tried to catch a falling star.
Thinking that she had gone too far.
She did but kept it hidden well.
Until she cracked and then she fell.

If all the history is true.
She's gonna end up just like you.
You made it to the other side.
But tell me who will be my guide.

They build you up so they can tear you down.
Trust the ocean you'll never drown.
Who is next? Who's gonna steal your crown?
You'll see.

I have learnt my lesson well.
The truth is out there I can tell.
Don't look back and don't give in to their lies and goodbyes.
Northern Star.

Fulfil the longing in your heart.
Then we will never be apart.
And if they dare to question you.
Just tell them that our love is true.

They buy your dreams so they can sell your soul.
Is it any wonder we've lost control?
Feelings come, feelings go.

I have learnt my lesson well.
The truth is out there I can tell.
Don't look back and don't succumb to their lies and goodbyes.
Live your life without regret.
Don't be someone who they forget.
When you're lost reach out for me.
And you'll see she's not far.
Northern Star.
Northern Star.

I have learnt my lesson well.
The truth is out there I can tell.
Don't look back and don't succumb to their lies and goodbyes.
Live your life without regret.
Don't be someone who they forget.
When you're lost reach out for me.
And you'll see she's not far.
Northern Star.
Northern Star.
Northern Star.

10.09.2007

All The Small Things - Blink 182

All the, small things
True care, truth brings
I'll take, one lift
Your ride, best trip

Always, I know
You'll be at my show
Watching, waiting, commiserating

Say it ain't so, I will not go, turn the lights off, carry me home
Na, Na.......

Late night, come home
Work sucks, I know
She left me roses by the stairs
Surprises let me know she cares

Say it ain't so, I will not go, turn the lights off, carry me home
Na, Na......

Say it ain't so, I will not go, turn the lights off, carry me home
Keep your head still I'll be your thrill, the night will go on, my little
redmill
Say it ain't so, I will not go, turn the lights off, carry me home
Keep your head still, I'll be your thrill, the night will go on, the night will
go on, my little redmill

10-9-07

breakfast
- none

lunch
- vermicelli - spring rolls - lettuce - cucumber

snack
- 2 cheese quesadillas
- 2 servings of reduce fat pringles sour cream and onion

dinner
- pasta with soup
- string beans

snack
- 1 granola bar

Horoscope: You're working hard today, no matter where you find yourself. You may be too caught up in the tiny details of your efforts to really spend any quality time with those around you, but that will come.

10.08.2007

Numb - Linkin Park

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be

PIctures Of You - The Last Good Night

this is the clock up on the wall
this is the story of us all
this is the first sound
of a new born child before he starts to crawl

this is the war that's never won
this is the soldier and his gun
this is the mother way to buy
the fall praying for her son

(chorus)
pictures of you
pictures of me
hung up on your wall for the world to see

pictures of you
pictures of me
remind us all of what we used to be

woooooo

there is a drug that cures it all
blocked by the governmental wall
we are the scientists
inside the lab just waiting for the call
this earthquake weather has got me shaking
inside i'm high up and dry

(chorus)
pictures of you
pictures of me
hung up on your wall for the world to see
pictures of you
pictures of me
remind us all of what we used to be
cause there's still me
every secret moment
every stolen promise you've believed

confess to me
all that lies between us
all that lies between you and me

we are the boxers in the ring
we are the bells that never sing
there is a title we cant win
no matter how hard we must swing

(chorus)
pictures of you
pictures of me
hung up on your wall for the world to see

pictures of you
pictures of me
remind us all of what we could have been

(chorus)
pictures of you
pictures of me
hung up on your wall for the world to see

pictures of you
pictures of me
remind us all of what we could have been
what could have been
we could have been

pictures of you
pictures of me
remind us all of what we could have been
what could have been

10-8-07

breakfast
- 1 small danish

lunch
- pasta shells
- salad - corn - crutons - ranch
- sandwich - buttermilk bread - 3 tomato slices - turkey - roast beef

snack
- 2 cheese quesdaillas
- 1 serving of crackers
- 1 serving of reduce fat pringles
- 1 piece of chocolate

dinner
- 2 bowls of ginger fried rice
- squash
- string beans
- 3 pieces pork

Horoscope: Get out your to-do list and get ready to cross off far more than you would have believed possible in one day. You've got so much energy that it's easy to take care of multiple tasks simultaneously.

10.07.2007

10-7-07

breakfast
- none

lunch
- bim bi bop
- rice
- pot sticker soup
- kim chee
- jap chee

snack
-23.5 oz arizona iced tea with lemon flavor

dinner
- rice
- 2 bowls soup
- veggies
- 3 pieces chicken
- squash

snack
- long an
- 2 pieces dark chocolate

Horoscope: You are feeling exceptionally stable and ready for whatever lies ahead. It may be a good time to plan for the future, as you are confident enough in the present that you can afford to take a few risks.

10.06.2007

10-6-07

breakfast
- wheat noodles - orange sauce
- wintermelon cake
- 2 cheese quesdaillas

dinner
- mango salad - avocado - chicken
- chips - salsa
- chips - guacamole
- tapioca green milk tea

Horoscope: Things aren't exactly going your way today, but you can handle anything as long as you keep your eyes open. The good news is that the universe should sync back up with your needs in a day or two.

10.05.2007

10-5-07 Weight Loss Day 45

breakfast
- 2 waffles - strawberries

lunch
- spanish rice
- salsa
- blue chips
- 1 cup diet coke

snack
- wintermelon cake

dinner
- udon - hot sauce
- veggies

snack
- granola bar

Horoscope: You're going to have to deal with a few too many demands today, maybe from customers or maybe from antsy children. In either case, you need to draw on deep reserves of patience to deal with it all.

10.04.2007

Dance Monkeys Dance - Ernest Cline

Code Monkey - Jonathan Coulton

Code Monkey get up get coffee
Code Monkey go to job
Code Monkey have boring meeting
With boring manager Rob
Rob say Code Monkey very dilligent
But his output stink
His code not â€Ĺ“functional” or â€Ĺ“elegant”
What do Code Monkey think?
Code Monkey think maybe manager want to write god damned login page himself
Code Monkey not say it out loud
Code Monkey not crazy, just proud

Code Monkey like Fritos
Code Monkey like Tab and Mountain Dew
Code Monkey very simple man
With big warm fuzzy secret heart:
Code Monkey like you

Code Monkey hang around at front desk
Tell you sweater look nice
Code Monkey offer buy you soda
Bring you cup, bring you ice
You say no thank you for the soda cause
Soda make you fat
Anyway you busy with the telephone
No time for chat
Code Monkey have long walk back to cubicle he sit down pretend to work
Code Monkey not thinking so straight
Code Monkey not feeling so great

Code Monkey like Fritos
Code Monkey like Tab and Mountain Dew
Code Monkey very simple man
With big warm fuzzy secret heart:
Code Monkey like you
Code Monkey like you a lot

Code Monkey have every reason
To get out this place
Code Monkey just keep on working
See your soft pretty face
Much rather wake up, eat a coffee cake
Take bath, take nap
This job "fulfilling in creative way"
Such a load of crap
Code Monkey think someday he have everything even pretty girl like you
Code Monkey just waiting for now
Code Monkey say someday, somehow

Code Monkey like Fritos
Code Monkey like Tab and Mountain Dew
Code Monkey very simple man
With big warm fuzzy secret heart:
Code Monkey like you

10-4-07

breakfast
- 2 boxes special k with milk

snack
- 1 chocolate chip cookie

lunch
- 2 chicken wings
- dirty rice

snack
- 4 cheese quesdaillas
- 2 servings reduce fat sour cream and onions pringles

dinner
- rice
- 2 bowls soup vegetable
- fish balls with curry
- veggies

snack
- granola bar?

Horoscope: People are behaving badly today, but that doesn't mean you need to play along. Just let them say what they think they need to say while you relax and wait for their mood to swing back to pleasant.

10.03.2007

10-3-07

breakfast
- 1 banana

lunch
- caesar salad
- 2 pieces sushi
- 3 pieces penne pasta
- 1 cup rocky road ice cream

snack
- 1 mcchicken sandwich
- 3 chocolate chip cookies

dinner
- soba noodles - terriyaki sauce
- fish balls with curry

Horoscope: Your sense of humor may be a half-step out of sync with your friends today, so don't be too surprised if one of them erupts in a moment of self-righteousness before realizing you meant something innocuous.

10.02.2007

10-2-07

breakfast
- 1 cup milk

lunch
- salad - cherry tomatoes - corn - peas - ranch
- pasta white sauce
- dinner roll - cream cheese - tomato - turkey

dinner
- sandwich roll
- 3 cheese quesadillas

Horoscope: You are pretty narrowly focused on one friend or family member right now and that might cause a bit of jealousy from someone (or even everyone) else. Try to find a balance, even if it takes a while.

10.01.2007

10-1-07

breakfast
- none

lunch
- salad - corn - peas - cherry tomatos - ranch - cucumber

dinner
- corn cakes
- cucumber salad

snack
- granola bar
- arizona green tea
- 3 crackers

Horoscope: You're able to see through the fog today in a new way, so expect at least one major problem to be revealed as a trick of the light. You might need to convince your family that they're worrying needlessly.

9.30.2007

9-30-07 Weight Loss Day 40

9-30

breakfast
- none

lunch
- noodles
- veggies

snack
- granola bar
- rice cracker
- cherry tomatoes

dinner
- brown rice
- veggies
- 2 pieces pork
- 2 bowls soup
- winter melon

snack
- 2 granola bars

Horoscope: You're thinking things through with a little more care today, but make sure you're not just procrastinating! You've got to deal with some issues before they grow out of control and turn into real problems.

The Way I Am - Ingrid Michaelson

If you were falling, then I would catch you.
You need a light, I'd find a match.

Cuz I love the way you say good morning.
And you take me the way I am.

If you are chilly, here take my sweater.
Your head is aching, I'll make it better.

Cuz I love the way you call me baby.
And you take me the way I am.

I'd buy you Rogaine if you start losing all your hair.
Sew on patches to all you tear.

Cuz I love you more than I could ever promise.
And you take me the way I am.
You take me the way I am.
You take me the way I am.

9.29.2007

9-29-07

breakfast
- none

lunch
- moon cake
- korean noodle soup
- rice cracker

dinner
- can't remember

Horoscope: You are feeling a stronger connection with t he great outdoors and should try to find a way to get outside, even if it's just taking a long walk instead of lunch. You should feel invigorated by fresh air.

9.28.2007

9-28-07

breakfast
- yogurt

lunch
- french fries - malt vinagar - ketchup - salt
- bbq chicken drumstick
- milk
- 2 pieces tofu
- 1 box honey nut cherrios

snack
- rice crackers
- granola bar
- moon cake

dinner
- noodles
- vegetable soup
- rice
- veggie

Horoscope: Now is a great time to just kick back and relax -- there shouldn't be anything pressing at the moment. Try not to let yourself get caught up in worries about the future or what other people should be doing.

9.27.2007

9-27-07

breakfast
- none

lunch
- salad - cherry tomatoes - crispy tortilla - corn
- spanish rice
- tortilla soup
- milk

snack
- 1 moon cake red bean
- 1 pack rice crackers
- 1 1/2 serving flamin hot cheetos
- white chocolate chip cookie

dinner
- rice
- veggies
- watermelon

snack
- 1 chocolate chocolate chip cookie (i know i'm bad)

Horoscope: It's a great day to sit down and think through long-term planning -- as far as retirement, even. Your mind can grasp nuance and complex details with relative ease and you need to know that you and your family are okay.

9.26.2007

9-26-07

breakfast
- banana

snack
- 1 bagel - tomato - cream cheese - turkey

lunch
- salad - crutons - cherry tomatoes - vinaigrette - corn
- 1 cup milk

snack
- 1 yogurt

dinner
- 1 strawberry short cake
- cookie dough ice cream
- 1 slice margarita pizza

Horoscope: You're more safety-minded than usual right now and that could serve you well -- at least preserving peace of mind. Make a few changes that you think are sensible and see where they may lead.

9.25.2007

9-25-08 Weight Loss Day 35

breakfast
- yogurt

lunch
- salad - lettuce - ranch - cherry tomatoes - crutons
- soup - minestrone
- 1 cup milk
- pears

dinner
- roast beef dip sandwich
- 1 nestea
- 4 chocolate covered orange slices

Horoscope: Your social energy is much stronger today -- maybe stronger than your friends' and coworkers'. It's a great day for building strong connections with people you don't get to see very often but would like to.

9.24.2007

9-24-07

breakfast
- yogurt

lunch
- salad - cherry tomatoes - ranch
- mac & cheese

snack
- 1/2 serving flamin' hot cheetos
- 1 granola bar

dinner
- veggies
- 1/2 gryo wrap
- arizona diet green tea
- 2 starbusts

Horoscope: You are in a pretty good place, emotionally and mentally and might enjoy taking some time off from the nuttiness of life and just listening to old music. Of course, pressing needs still need attention now and then.

9.23.2007

9-23-07

breakfast
- 5-6 cups arizona diet green tea
- ceasar salad - chicken - crutons - cheese - pita

dinner
- 1/2 beef & lamb gryo wrap
- cherry tomatoes

Horoscope: Today is perfect for implementing small changes in your daily routine at work or at home. Don't rock the boat too much, but try not to get complacent, either. Adapt and find a good balance between old and new.

9.22.2007

9-22-07

breakfast
- none

lunch
- noodles - hot sauce
- chicken noodle soup
- veggies

dinner
- ice tea
- 1 slider
- beef
- chinese chicken salad - crispy noodle - chicken - peanuts

snack
- ben & jerry's cookie dough

Horoscope: Your hopes for the future are sharper than ever now and you might be able to push forward a little bit to move toward achieving at least one big goal. It's not a time of profound change for you, though.

9.21.2007

9-21-07

breakfast
- yogurt

lunch
- steak?
- pasta
- salad - cherry tomatoes
- milk

dinner
- salad - ceasar - cripsy chicken
- garlic fries

Horoscope: You finally get recognized for your key performance from earlier in the year, though it may come in a rather unusual form. You won't care -- the gesture is more than enough to make up for the effort!

9.20.2007

9-20-07 Weight Loss Day 30

breakfast
- none

lunch
- salad - cherry tomatoes
- 1 fried chicken thigh
- rice noodles

snack
- 1 mc donalds's apple pie
- 2 cheese quesdaillas
- 2 starbursts
- 1 serving of flamin' hot cheetos

dinner
- brown rice
- gai lan
- 2 bowls of soup

Horoscope: A burst of great physical and mental energy comes to you, as well as news of a big success that has been a long time coming. It might be a good time to rest and collect yourself for Phase Two.

9.19.2007

9-19-07 Weight Loss

breakfast
- 1 blackberry danish

lunch
- 1 bowl vegetable soup
- 1 sandwich - peanut butter - grape
- 1 cup milk

snack
- 1 chocolate chip cookie (larger size)

dinner
- salmon
- rice
- tofu
- beef
- onion
- 2 bowls soup - wintermelon

snack
- 1/2 a mango
- 1 piece of dark chocolate

Horoscope: Don't despair, no matter how things seem at first glance. If you stick to your guns, you should find that everything evens out by the end. In fact, you might very well end up on top thanks to your perseverance.

9.18.2007

9-18-07 Weight Loss

breakfast
- none

lunch
- salad - ranch dressing
- pasta
- milk
- 1 box rice krispies

snack
- 2 cheese quesadilla
- 1 granola bar
- 1 serving cookie dough candy
- 1 serving flamin' hot cheetos

dinner
- penne pasta
- vegetable soup
- celery
- hot link

Horoscope: You should exert a bit of extra discipline on home or work projects -- that is vital to success at this time. You've got what it takes, but that additional effort requires your undivided attention.

9.17.2007

9-17-07 Weight Loss

breakfast
- 1 box special k
- 1/2 cup of milk

lunch
- salad - ranch - crutons - cherry tomatoes
- 1 bowl of soup tomato bisque
- 3/4 cup milk

snack
- 4 pieces of dried mango
- 2 cheese quesadillas with orange sauce
- 2 granola bars
- 2 pieces of dark chocolate

dinner
- 1/2 bowl rice
- broccoli
- 1 drumstick
- little bit of fish
- green tea

Horoscope: You can tell that you need to exert a bit more influence over the current situation at home or at work, or things might progress beyond your ability to cope effectively. You've got definite ideas about how to proceed.