Forest Gump's mother always said, "Life is like a box of chocolates and you never know what you're going to get." She is a wise woman because you never know what you are going to get. You never expect life to turn out differently than you had somewhat planned. I did not imagine I would find someone who is caring, sweet, and kind (all somewhat the same) online. A total gentleman. I would like to see where this leads.
I am sorry if what I said in the e-mail really hurt you, but I know myself well enough to know that if I can have fun and not focus on school I would choose the first thing. I hope that he can forgive me. I really do feel bad and if I stayed up all night thinking about it, it would not help and I would be a mess at school tomorrow.
